I said a prayer so I could finally try to get back into church I fell so short of faith when we lost you i heard you call for mommy then patrick came in and said he wants us to be happy again it came out of his mouth but did not sound like him he then told me later when i asked him about it that he did not remember saying that or coming into the room i know now what i need to do my life will always be sadened by your loss but i will never lose site of my Angel I LOVE YOU ALWAYS ... Nathan ...